My grand mother got sick with cancer and I was not able to take care of her . She was on qi Mo ,I couldn't be there for her . At the end she passed away I was not there ether . I told my self that I was going to be a C.N.A that I was going to takes care of other people grandmother and grandfathers and care for them like how I would have loved to take care of mine grandmother . I have been there were u have a love one who you cant care for all the time. You need help with or your to far to care for your love. I know how it feels!! and I would love to help you and your love one .